Resilience ~ Daily Log 3/21

So the last 24 hours hasn't gone exactly has expected, and it is kind of throwing me for a loop.  As I mentioned in my last post, everything kind of crashed and burned last night... My good friend and I were upset that we paid $30 and barely got any pitch ins for alcohol, so we left where we were to get good food.  We ended up at another friend's house and played games, which turned out to be the highlight of the night until everyone but my friend and I went to go participate in an on campus thing at midnight.  My good friend ended up getting drunk (not sure how, I was sober) and went to bed, and I met up with another friend from the original party who was also having a really bad night because of the same girl... We ended up talking  until 2am in the morning, both frustrated.

When she left, I was wide awake. So of course I whipped out the How I Met Your Mother and watched it until 4:30am.  God I love that show.  But now I'm at the office, its 9:30am, and I feel like a zombie.  I feel slightly numb and disappointed, and I just hope that I can bring myself up over the next 48 hours to make the most of my days and not let stupid things bring me down.  These are the first few days of spring break and even though most of my friends are leaving for home tonight, I still have some here that I can hang with... or I can even just have a constructive, fun/chill night at home.  We shall see... I just strive to keep a smile on my face.

I'm here until 12, and what happens from there is still a mystery to me. It'd be awesome if I could actually get myself to work out after this (since I've worked out 2 days in a row now), but at the same time I don't know if its the best idea considering how much sleep I'm running on.  Its also a beautiful day out, so I was contemplating going out by the pool and tanning / napping... We shall see.  I have the power to make things better.

Breakfast

• Apple
• Cutie
• Yoplait 100 Calorie Mixed Berry Greek Yogurt

Lunch
Dinner
Water Intake