Get Through It ~ Daily Log 5/20

Even though I went to sleep earlier than usual last night, I still feel exhausted.  For the last four to five days I've been staying up late and waking up relatively early, and its definitely catching up to me.  I am in office hours at the moment just trying to keep my eyes open.  I'm incredibly tempted to skip my first class but I feel like I'll regret if if I do.  Sometimes I feel like the more I know I have to do, the more exhausted I get just thinking about it.  Nap > Productivity.  I feel too tired to even eat o.o

Tonight I have to do some research, write two articles, clean up from the weekend festivities, and maybe get ahead on some reading.  It amazes me how tired I feel now and yet I know later tonight when I should be going to bed I'll be wide awake...

One other good thing that happened this last week is that I decided to accept the changes that are coming my way rather than resist them.  Change can be scary, but you can't expect life to get better if you just keep doing the same thing over and over.  Moving a few hours away from my home for school was terrifying at first, but it has been the best experience of my life.  Now that this time is coming to a close, I can't keep being afraid... the next best thing is on its way.

Breakfast

• Voskos Strawberry Greek Yogurt w/ Granola

Lunch

• 2 Fish Tacos w/ Sour Cream, Salsa, & 1/2 Avocado

Workout

• 50 min Fitness Class that concentrated on Burpees
• I'm not gonna lie, this class kicked my ass. I left shaking.

Dinner

• 1 Raw Bell Pepper in Salsa Ranch

Drinks

• 2.5 cups of coffee
• 8 cups of water
• 1.5 glasses of wine